Currently Watching The Boondock Saints (Unrated Special Edition) By Willem Dafoe, Billy Connolly see related

man i've missed this. and ive gotten so horrible. im a pig. seriously.   I've probably eaten as much food in the past 3 months as i have in like a year of my life. im back at 141. how fucking great.

im getting back on the tredmill ASAP. and thursday after i get paid hopefully getting some NEW workout videos? Anyone have any opinions on some extremely good ones?!

thinspo soon to come .. i could really use some support or any useful tips. let me know if you have any and ill try and return the favor!

stay strong & thin

136.5

ughh i've been here for the past 3 days. It's killing me.

Currently Reading Running with Scissors: A Memoir By Augusten Burroughs see related

137. the lowest i've been in a while. and it feels incredible. I wanna get lower.and lower. and lower.

I'm leaving tomorrow at 6 AM to go to gainsville with some people from school for this convention thing, and it should be pretty easy comming up w excuses for not eating. WHICH I have been very good about ... I've resisited so many urges this week and it has deffinitely paid off!

Is it wierd that I love cooking? Just not eating my food, I love knowing that I can cook extremely good food, and resisit it at the same time. It's wonderful.

I hope you girls are doing great! I'll post some thinspo later on in the week.

Stay strong<3

Currently Watching Up in Smoke By Tommy Chong, Cheech Marin see related

Today was an extremely good day.  I bought some green tea supplement pills last night and they work really good.

Intake:    

B- bottle of water

L- about 1/8 of a special K gronola bar & a green tea pill + 2 bottles of water

D-couple pieces of chicken & some pasta w/ cheese & brocolli + 2 glasses of water

s- some watermelon + 2 bottles of water

Exercise:                                                     

Ran 1 mile (so far)                             

planning on my workout video & 100+ crunches

I hope you girls are doing greattt

&& some thinspo b/c we love it

STAY STRONG<3  THINK THINN

Currently Reading Stick Figure By Lori Gottlieb see related

Backk to school tomorrow .. ehh. I think weekdays are better for focusing though. It's just always given me more of a reason to do what I want and do it to an extreme.

My boyfriend is mad at me for not doing anything with him Saturday or today. This weekend has just been horrible and I hate being with anyone when Im mad at myself. He knows everything about me, but he doesn't understand. I wish people could understand.

thinspo:::

&& of course .. some Reverse.

Does anyone know of any stores that let youo buy diet pills of the shelf? .. or hunger surpressent pills? .. If so does anybody reccomend a certain kind?

Stayy strong ladiess .. THINK THIN!